Today was a hard day and I'm glad it is almost over. I had pawned my wedding ring to pay for my 48 hour notice on my pg&e. It was hard but I have to do what I do to survive.
My kids will be starting school next week and I still haven't found any local help for clothes and supplies. I will keep looking, and keep fighting because my baby's deserve it. I'm so glad I found this website because I feel like I have a way to let some of these's feelings out. I try to stay positive for my kids but sometimes I just want to find a quiet place to lay my head down and cry. I know this will soon pass but it's just so hard. I just wish I could finish school and I wish I could afford childcare, and I wish I could cook my kids a decent meal, I wish I could just provide everything my kids need. I will keep praying and will keep my faith because I know the Lord will answer when the time is right.
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